Friday, December 14, 2007
To Nicole, in reply to your offline messages. (somehow I CAN'T reply there!:/)
HAHAHA. okay. erm. well. ryu? screw him. I don't give a **** shit about him anymore! he's not worth my time, yo. and and and. I just find him so freaking annoying right now, trying to get my attention thru an account HE hacked. It's so CHILDISH & immature. and even if he wants to reconcile or whatever (i doubt he does, tho), I would just reject him. I will never ever ever take him back. And anyway. He's probably doing this NOW because his tWiT guurlfren jOcElYn frm bendemeer sec0ndarriiee sch0ol pr0babliiie dUmppeedd hiim lerr w0rxzxz. Yuck. And he's a jerk. Yeah la, I admit when I found out he was doing this kind of shit to me, I was kinda hurt. I mean, I used to have FEELINGS for him, and although I don't LOVE him in that sense, I still feel that we should have remained friends (not that HE would have allowed it). And I felt hurt 'cos I thought he LOVED me and if he DID, then why is he hurting me now? It's super bitchy la, what he's doing, but I'm not going to bother myself about him anymore, and live my life to the happiest without him in it. I've been doing this for the past 9 months, and I WILL do it for the rest of my life. AMEN. hahahaha. And I have friends who are always there for me and love me as I do them, so why should I need him in my life, right? It wasn't like we were going to get MARRIED or anything (he probably convinced himself I was going to stay by his side through sickness & health...till death did us part, but he's just so bloody insecure), and I actually never expected us to last for so long. Because of what he did BEFORE. But I digress. Therefore, I conclude that I don't give a f**king shit about Matthew Ryu Seno right now. The end. hahahhaa.
There. I've answered you in the wee hours of the morning.
IT'S 4 F**KING 21 AM DAMMIT.
insomnia insomnia insomnia.
I MISS MY BESTFRIENDS AND MY MUMMY.
And my latenightemobuddy&bedwarmer.
Changed for the better my FOOT.
:(
I sound like a bloody spoilt child, BAH.
WHERE'S MY HUGGY FRIEND WHEN I NEED HIM:(:(:(:(
Come back sooooooooooooooooooooooon!
I'MCRAZY!
